I Can't Live Without Love..

I’ve been through this
A thousand and one times before
And I refuse
To feel this anymore.

In the playground
Their game had me as meat
While they trampled on me
With their words and with their feet.

Out around town
Abuse and torment
Sinful faces that I know
Will never repent.

And still, even now
That the past is in the past
You’d think the abuse
Would be over at last?

But I still live in fear
Of these people I come across
It seems to be always their gain …
And eternally my loss..

Please, Don't Cry Anymore..

Smile..
Even though your heart is breaking..
And even though the tears are falling..
And you feel too lost and low..

Smile..
When you feel so sad..
And you feel bad..
And you just want to hide away..

Laugh..
When you want to cry..
And you want to die..
And you need some place safe to go..

Laugh..
When you don't no what to do..
And you don't know who..
Who the heck loves you..
And you feel so dark and low..

Just don't...
Cry...
Even though you want to..
And you feel you got to..
And you cant look anyone in the eye..

So why don't you just..
Smile..
Or..
Laugh..

Please,Dont cry Any more !

I Will Never Let You Go

Moonlight shines upon your face
I gaze into your eyes
My heart begins to skip a beat
As I begin to realize

You bring to me a feeling
Which I have never felt before
A feeling of contentment
Happiness and more

I will always be beside you
Be your friend and lover
I promise you this day
There will never be another

Because we were meant to be
And that is without a doubt
I never knew what love was
Or what it was all about

And then you walked into my life
And showed me what I was missing
Truly you were sent from above
Only God could create such a blessing..

If Only You Were Ever There

Seems to be the foulest on Earth

Yet the sun skims the sky
In shadows I dwell, bound in my chains
In the silken divine, but darkened depths

Kept on descending; I don't know where I've been
How am I to know? It was too dark to see
An angel could save me
Bring me back from this despair
But there was never one there

Reached the bottom of the pit
Consumed in those brisk, black waters
Caught from each rainy afternoon
So few remembered in those chasms
So many were there, so many

Deceased lie in regiments cascading to the ground
So solemn are their vows before they reach the final stair
You're going up now? What could ever be up there?

We are standing in tomorrow's murky past
Come and laugh, Let's all laugh
Stand alone, all together now

Kept on descending and I don't know where I've been
How could I have known? It was too dark to see.
Can you save me from this overwhelming despair?
If only you were ever there ..

Thank you For the Broken Dreams

The world of dreams
Beckons me again
It's a dream of a world
With nothing else but pain...

Nothing feels right
Something is gone
I feel empty and hollow
My heart turns to stone...

It is you that I miss
It's my soul that is gone
Is this my destiny?
Forever alone?

I'm tired of wanting
I'm tired of needing
And each time I succeed
I am left dead and bleeding...

Say you love me
And I'll love you too
But I'll never say that I do
'Cause you wouldn't love me too..

I Was Always There For You

Faking a laugh, faking a smile
Hiding the truth behind a mask, while

my heart is breaking into pieces
with every smile that i give
That's the life that i live

Used to believe in fairy tales,
 thinking it's a beautiful world
Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds

I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems

But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,
with every smile that i used to give
that's the life that i live

Ended up with a broken heart,
ended up with my life ripped apart.

Ended up left alone in the darkness, crying,
Gave up and just quit trying...

I Only Live For Your Love

You know where you could find me
Whenever you were betrayed
After she broke up with you
And your heart was slayed

But now you cannot find me
And you can't find the words to say
How much you miss me
Everyday

Now you wish that the last words that you said
Was that you hated me
And you wished I was dead

I guess your dream came true
And Its all because of you
That I'm gone away
You knew where you could find me
But now I'm gone away

You wish that you hadn't teased
Or even made fun
Of me cause I called my girls
Pumpkin and Honey Bun

And know this as you rest your eyes
Before you go to sleep
Your the reason im gone
AND I HOPE YOU WEEP..

I Mean Nothing In Anyone's Life

I Always care about people think about them,

But what I have disqualities That No One Like me

I never found any person ever who love me care for me,

I'm the only one who have none to a company to smile:(

You Are My Everything

I try so hard to keep breathing,

The gun in my hand looks so good.

It's as though life lost its meaning,

But in my mind I keep seeing you.

I fall on my knees and I keep begging please,

Why won't life just go away?

Still I lay down each evening and shake off the feeling,

Knowing I'm lying with you.

You are my world,

You are my life,

Without you there is no light.

I need you to live,I need you to breathe,

Without you there is no me. And so the gun falls,

Kisses felt, tears roll. Your voice softly calls,

"I love you" and that's all I need to know.

To My Love

I'm leaving today, going to far away frm you

but want to say just I can't live without you.

I'm leaving today, going to far away frm you,

but want to say that I don't care about you

It's sad but its true that I'm going to forget you

Its not that I hate You, But i know i never gonna

see you again:[[

Instead Of Something

She Have Love Alot For Me But She Refused'

Try Alot To Conveaince But She Ignored '

Feeling Love And Sharing Pain~

She Meant Alot On Her Side And Here I Am.

Becoz Of This I Lost Her Love And She Lost Her Pain.

Heart Bleeds :'(

Some Times Love Hurts, Some Times Life

My Life Is You, My Love Is You,

For Me My World Is You, NoBoDy Can Hurt Me

Nor I Feel Anything But In Case Of You

Your Little Ignorance Make Feel Like I Burnt From

InSide, I Don't Express My pain In Front Of

You, Or Nor You Feel It :(

But Every Times As U Did Something Which I Never Want

My Eyes Flow And My Hearts BleeDs :]

Doing A Act :]

Which I Never Be, What I Never See,

The Things I Never Do, The Love I Never Hide,


Now All I Do Now Just For MySelf, Or Yourself,


I Seems Like Happy, You Thought I'm Enjoying,


But The Fact I'm Dying, Showing This Fake Attitude,


Cutting From Inside, May Be You Understood,


Feeling These Things, Like I Never Feel,


May Be You Feel bad, But When You Behave Like


Which I'm Doing I Feel Like Hell :)

Love Needs Pain :(

Love Is The Sweet Words In This World,

This Word Contains Thousands Of Feelings Inside


His Depth. But This Love Is Too Hurted. When We Love


Some One Truelly, We Always Get Hurted And Feel Pain.


To Make Grow And Grow This Love, This Love Also Need Pain. :]

Don't Hide Love :)

Thats The Story Of A Couple Which Love Each Other

But Don't Have Couarge To Tell Each Other That They

Love Each Other Alot. The Girl Worked At A Store, Boy Every Day Went Over There And Sit Hours Their And Only Look At Her, One More Thing The Boy Had A Cancer And He Left Only On3 Month To Live, He Buy CD'Z from That Shop EveryDay, One Month Passed After That Boy Don,t COme That Shop, Girl EveryDay Wait For Him, After One Week She Went His Home, The Boy Passed Away Before A Week, Boy's Mom Took Her To His Room She Saw All Cd'z UnOpened And She Start Criyng, And She Went Away From His Home, Go To Our Home And Cut Her Hand And She Also Died, You Know Why She Start Crying Because She Gives Love Letters About Her Love For Him And That Love Letters Are In CD,z And Boy Never Opened Them.

So Never Hide Your Love If You Love Some One Just Tell Them :)

When Heart Strike :]

Every One Have A Heart, 
Which Beats For Life,

But Some Times It Beats For, 
Some One Who Became Your Life


That The Person Heal You, 
When You Need Love That Person


Give You Whatever You Need, 
Then This Hearts Not Be A part Of


Yours, Then It Will Always Think 
For That Person, Every Single


Beat Remind About Them, 
And All You Think About Them Only


When Your Heart Strike You Only 
Think About Them NothinG Else,

MY Imagination

Imagine the moment when she is with me,

holding my hand in our hand, forget this

fake world, only she n me go to create our own world,

there is only love n only love, she said to me,

"I LOVE U" n that time i,m the person who got

all the haapiness which is lie on the earth,

but suddenly everything vanish no one

with me, i,m like i,m alsways lonely

my eyes full of tears n my heart with lots of pain,

i know she is never became mine,

but i,m always for Her,

Voice Of Love

I Listen The Name Of Love, The Care Of Love,

But I Told You The NEw One The Voice Of Love,

Whenever I Heard Her Voice, I Felt SO Nice, So Warm,

The Every SinGel Cell Of My Body SparKing And FillIng

With SmiLe:] The Great Cause I DO, Great Thing I Learn,

To Listen You ANd FillEd Joy In MY SelF :)*

I AdmIre I Have Two Sense To Hear Your Love :]

Miles Away

I Am Where Exactlly You Left Me'

You Are The One Who Moved On~

Its Your Decision Yours Life,

Mine Was Nothing Remain Like~

Whenever I Think About That Moment,

Broked Up In Tears And Middle Of The Pain.

You Went On Miles Away From Me'

I,m The One Who Wana Come Near To Miles:)

Will She Come?

All evening he waited
anxiously eyeing the clock
retracing his steps
over and over
counting the minutes
until her arrival

his hand
stopped a moment
over his heart
and lovingly fingered
the prize there
hidden away in his pocket
where it lay
waiting for her

taking the ring
from its secret place
he gazed at it
mesmerized by its shine
by what it stood for
soon he smiled and
softly slipped it back
to its repose
where it lay
waiting for her

and he sat
quiet and lost in thought
waiting for her

Better Untouched

I look at him,
And a smile grows in my face.
Just to remember the times,
When he could've been mine.

As he gives me a hug,
While he puts his arms around me.
I remember what I would've gave
To only have a chance with him.

But now I see him,
In a different light.
Yes, he still means the world to me,
But now its a different way.

His friendship means a lot to me,
Although we never had much anything else.
Now I see why God doesn't answer all prayers,
Because some things are left better untouched